Cold War Kids, "God, make up your mind"
Sometimes you just have one of those days when, generally speaking, you stay up until 3:26 am debating your pseudo boyfriend on his hardcore religious beliefs which, on many levels, you respect and adore but ultimately find intensely frustrating in that YOU AREN'T ACTUALLY SEXING whatsoever. And then you spend the next day poorly rested, hormonally challenged, stuffing your face full of Amish "friendship" bread (and now feel as though you should be eating it through a hole in the sheet with the lights out. The bread too. ), and having imaginary conversations in which you deftly put all of his fears/guilt to rest. In the next room. With a fan on for noise. And then you wake up and realize it's just you and the bread. Forever.
What? You never have those days? Fuck you.
Questioning. Longing. Shivering. Repeating.
I try and keep my baked goods (and boys) non-secular.
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